Our lives are defined by how we spend our time. This year I returned to salaried employment, which took most of my energy in exchange for superior monetary resources to live more intensive leisure. Last year, I wrote about a time management system being once-in-a-ten-year realization that year. 2 months later I abandoned the hobby project, deciding that if I can't earn a living income independently in 1.5 years, more time is not going to make a difference. After that I've been applying 3-part time management in work and leasure.
In work, time management has produced results which earned me a hefty Christmas, relevant for my employer but irrelevant for me except as a time management practice which prepares me to seize an opportunity in the future years - an opportunity which may or may not ever arrive.
In leisure, results are mixed. I've been participating in many social events in Pori, Tampere, Orivesi, Porvoo, Helsinki, Espoo, Joensuu and Ilomantsi while also using time management to advance projects out of which 2 have completed (reading a book in all foreign languages I know and training for a second obstacle course run) and 2 have not (publishing the second hobby project and finishing Chinese studies with an official HSK exam.) I feel that this has produced great satisfaction in leisure, but measurable achievements have not realized. At this point it is unclear and only time will tell if (1) time management system is still too unripe for realizing measurable achievements, or (1) I should just abandon those long-term projects and accept that the one-weekend time scale is the real pleasure from time management or (3) the long-term projects will produce profound imporovement on life quality, they just take more time than one year to have the impact.
For the record, here are the once-in-ten-years realizations of my life thus far, just to show that I'm not throwing that name on light grounds.
- 10-20 years: Realizing how thouroughly authority figures misrepresented and lied about how the world world works.
- 20-30 years: Realizing that most human relationship trouble I've hand stems from talking too little.
- 30-40 years: Discovering a time management system which allows me some level of getting things done without someone telling me what to do, even if it still does not allow earning a living independently as an entrepreneur.
Languages
In 2018 I set a challenge to read a book in all languages I know (Finnish, English, Russian, Chinese, German.) I've complete 4/5 of it and expect to complete the German part in January 2019. Next year I'm planning to finish away Chinese studies with a HSK test.
Execrise
This year I ran again Tough Viking obstacle course race. Since I got fired last year just before the race and got employed this year only in March, I've focused on anything but exercise on the 8 months after the race and trained regularly only on the 4 months before the race. Consequently I entered the race in the same physical condition as last year. This year I focused more on running time and less on clearing obstacles, running faster but clearing less obstacles as expected. This year I've been tranining in gym since November and might enroll next year to the race in better condition than ever.
Love
I've had two longer Tinder conversations. While 2 long convos a year does not produce enough practise in the game of seduction, it is still improvement. Chatting up girls in social events has continued as in last year but hasn't produced any sexual encounters. I've also had paid sex 3 times, budgeting one visit each month after finishing the trial period in my job. Paid sex with a sex worker I've met before and I'm familiar with has been the most mind-blowing experience in 2018. Contrary to popular claims, sex is not overrated and porn does not create unrealistic expectations compared to actual sexual encounters. Paid sex has been my biggest pleasure this year and it is just as great as fantasies presented in porn, just in a very different way.
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